Originally written late night 4/5/16 in a message on fetlife
I lie awake next to you unable to fall into slumber. The only thing I can think about is how much I want you inside me. I squirm in bed trying not to wake you as I finger myself. It’s no use though. It’s not you. I want to curl around your back, reach around with my hand that is covered in pussy juice and stroke your cock until you can’t stand it anymore. Until you flip me over and fuck the shit out of me while a hand is wrapped around my throat and your grunts in my ear. I may just give you a few more hours of dreams and wake you anyways.
Because this is the best way I know to tell you I love you.